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Name: carina
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/12/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: soccer, horses, becka, cassie, katie, hot black men, trees-nature, kisses, love, dogs, orgies, ipod, music.
Expertise: care and support only, because im limited.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 11/2/2005

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Monday, June 05, 2006

Currently Listening
Feeling Good: The Very Best of Nina Simone
By Nina Simone
Feeling Good
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you know how i feel


Feeling Good


Nina Simone


Birds flying high you know how I feel
Sun in the sky you know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by you know how I feel

(refrain:)x2
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me


And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea you know how I feel
River running free you know how I feel
Blossom on the tree you know how I feel

((refrain))

And I’m feeling good


Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
That's what I mean

And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine you know how I feel
Scent of the pine you know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

((refrain))


             I'm not really feeling so hot.  But this song is so emotional and so full of soul, it's been occupying my mind of the late.  I've become awfully intrinsic and thoughtful.  Not thoughtful as in kind, but thoughtful as in pondering.  I hate knowing that I'm on a computer right now.  I hate knowing that I used my ipod 30 minutes ago.  I hate knowing I watched TV today.  I feel guilty in a way.  It's against all of my morals-I'm so in tune to mother nature and her gifts, and yet I cannot seem to part from by beloved technology.  If I had to choose, I would pick the scent of pine and stars that shine over technology anyday.  Meanwhile I'm caught straddling this ever-stradled fence, trying to figure out why exactly I've found myself in this position and how exactly to find a solution.  I don't know if there is a reasonable soultion.  Perhaps that's just it-it's time for me to become unreasonable.  I miss nature's kiss much more then I could ever miss myspace's.  Blossom on the tree, do you know how I feel?  Butterflies all havin' fun, you can't know how I feel.    River running free you could never possible know how I feel.





 





Freedom is not yet mine.


Thursday, April 06, 2006

Currently Listening
Pride & Prejudice
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tonight is dreary and endless.  i refuse to start my history essay at 10:49.  ((except i know i will eventually))  i just finished my 14 page physio study guide 3 minutes ago.  no time had been put into studying for my history exam yet.  there goes eating at lunch.

and math homework?

fuck it.

i'd prefer not to.


Friday, February 17, 2006

Currently Listening
Tchaikovsky: Concerto No. 1/Rachmaninoff: Concerto No. 2
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Just listening.  To itunes.  To my father's fight against magazine pages that do not wish to turn.  To my brother's game cube.  To the clicking of keys.  To the silence that is not silence.  To my thoughts.  To Aretha.

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair, now,
And wondering what dress to wear, now,
I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever, we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

My darling believe me,
For me there is no one
But you.

Well today was okae.  I wore a dress, because I had a dream I did.  So I woke up and put it on.  I went to Corrales with becka and hana. and Starbucks.  I got in a fight with the queen bee known it all-mom wont let me go to the getty's museuam with becka because aparantly he was an article stealing theif.  And I can't go to museums that are established by criminals.  that means that she has no reason why i cant go, but for whatever reason, im not going.  this being said, since she has no excuse i plan on going with becka anyway.  oh. she called me selfish.  and i laughed and said, its either me, or you.  welll... what the fuck. my boobs hurt. am i allowed to put that on here? well they fricken do.  i think i'll just chop 'em off with this straw.  life would be a hella lot easier without them i decided.   im cold.  and i want to watch lord of the rings.  because i can.  but my bros are watching tv.  trying to persuade them to sing to my tune is like pulling a tooth from a lion's gum.  speaking of gum, my SAT teacher is from Jamaica.  He says "Can I have a gum?"  and allie and i laugh at him, while handing over the Orbit strip.  so from now on, whoever is reading this, should say "can i have a gum."  because i told you to. damnit.

i miss this old bloggy blog.  4 day weekends can open your eyes to things youve forgotten and bordem.  cant forget bordem.  because when bordem strikes, you discover things anew i think. 

remember:  hot sauce is only for those who can take the heat.  so step up or be left in the shadow.  so is the way of survival.

ecks oh ecks oh ecks oh,

carcarmalacia


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Currently Listening
It Serves You Right to Suffer
By John Lee Hooker
serves you right to suffer, in spirit of Geib's class
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Ew, I've been almost a month, and for that-my apologies.  I've been caught up with school and the lack of school.  Life grabbed me by the neck and took me for a whirl.  I can't say I was extremely thrilled, but shit happens.  I expected life to be a breeze.  But when you wake up everymorning at 7 to go to soccer only to come home and clean for buisness parties and christmas parties and cookie baking for neighbors blaaah blaaah.  One starts to wonder what a completely lethargic break might be like after all. 

My brother is doing the Cabrillo heritage project for 8th grade and his project requires him to make a cook book of family-important recipes.  So my dad is cooking up Guyanese food for about 3 weeks.  Which is SUPER SWEET.  can you say sugar cane and fried plantains for like.  ever?  But cook-up rice is disgusting.

Off to do my change of continuity and to drink some ginger beer bitches... cheers

ecks oh ecks oh eck soh

carcarmalacia


Monday, December 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Walking in the Air
walking in the air
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well so this song "Walking in the Air" is composed by Howard Blake.  It is featured in the movie Raymond Briggs' "The Snowman".  Basically my faveourite Christmas movie of all time.  From age 2 till 16. woo woo! now i have an outline to write on the Mexican Wat. ew.  gag me with a spoon.

ecks oh ecks oh ecks oh,

carcarmalacia

 

We're walking in the air
We're floating in the moonlit sky
The people far below are sleeping as we fly

I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you

Far across the world
The villages go by like dreams
The rivers and the hills
The forests and the streams

Children gaze open mouth
Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes their eyes

We're surffing in the air
We're swimming in the frozen sky
We're drifting over icy
Mountain floating by

Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep
Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep

We're walking in the air
We're floating in the midnight sky
And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly



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